I can somewhat relate because I find myself in this situation now. My current partner is a man, but I have solely dated women for 11 years. I consider myself more pansexual with a high preference to women. Regardless of labels, it’s all about experience. So you may feel you are not “embracing your sexuality” due to lack of experience with whichever gender. However, this is not the case! Some partners are comfortable with you continuing to explore with or without them…. if you have such a trusting relationship it might do you good to open up to him and tell him how you are feeling!
just my suggestion 🙂